I reli upset. I cant accept it, but it's fact. I reallu love you. i cant stop thinking. Everytime i think, he hold ur hand, or u took his hand. feel like wanna cry.

pls dun.. Shin come back....

Yep. things happened a month ago. during the month, i still call her..
until  few days ago, she return back my simcard tat i sup for her.
sometimes, i think myself.. Why it happen again.. and again..?
almost everynite,  until the day i call her b4 she gave me back the simcard.
i heard some word from her, i feel.. heart pain. 
hornestly, until now im still miss u.. reli..

the 1st day ever i nvr call her.
the feels like empty, like somethings that i dint do yet.
why it should be like tis.
i reli not the kind of ur mind thinking.
im stressful.
and i dont want to tell u, bcoz i dont want u think too much.
silly huh?
i already control myself,
i nvr shout.i nvr vulgar.
i keep it to myself.
bt at last u made a disicion tat i dont want it.
WHY?

I hate wat to be now. i hate i have to giv up tat i had no more choice..
hate myself why am i so bad temper..
I hate u, coz u reli made me fall in love with u deeply..
hate myself yi xiang qing yuan..
Im juz hate it..